my first entry on blogspot...kudos to sammie ...who gave me the final push to create my own blog..blah blah blah...its definitely a good outlet to cure the lorsor-ness..ahahhaa...save people the agony of listening to our eternal rubbish...ahahaa...

Tomorrow marks the end of 2007 and the beginning of a new lease of life..a breath of fresh air...2008 brings new hope ...new friends..somehow it feels like I have been reborn..i am woman hear me roar! ...*the walls tremble*

New year new resolutions....time to take up a new language...Thai it shall be! ..have been delaying for way too long. 2008 a perfect time to start..hmm..but what have I achieved this year? I have lost more then I gained but then again...its all karma...and Miracles do begin to happen when we have exhausted all the bad karma i guess..I am also grateful for whatever that has happened and if not through this crisis, I would not have grown spiritually and mentally and horizontally...whahhaa...when I'm happy I tend to eat more and get bloated...ahhh..time to cut the cravings!

I have finally found what I have been searching for the past 7 years...and its all worth the wait ...the holy road is definitely worth every thorny step I take. I guess I have been struggling to find spiritual peace and peace of mind all these while and it has taken to me so many places and my mind has been clogged with too many things. Time to take it out for a wash and a spin...Will have to practise patience from now onwards and control my mind. I believe everything will be worthwhile 5-10 years down..I will certainly look back and be eternally grateful...

Thank you speech: gross but still have to say it..hahahaaThank all the celestial beings for constantly watching over me and my family ...and thank my family for bringing me into this world to benefit others...thank my closest friends for standing by me all these 10 long years...you know who u are...only u guys can tolerate me and my nonsense..:O)...last but not least ..Thank the gods for manifesting a teacher at the appropriate time to stear me back on the path again. I have nothing to offer him but he has all the wisdom of an evolved soul to offer me. ...I can only hope to be like a vajra inseparable like a dharma team..diamond light...and whatever suffering that occurs...have to be immovable like a mountain...no matter how heavy the burden..must be like the earth..bear it all...and never respond with anger even when provoked....I can only offer my heart and soul to everyone...*shiver* :O)

Watch the world disappear....Life is still beautiful....La vita è bella....

HAPPY NEW YEAR ...BEST WISHES FOR 2008!

~skygoddess

"BE HAPPY..ABANDON PRIDE...BE FREE"