MOON GODDESS SINGS..

Freedom from the root of mistaken appearances...

Someone texted me this @ midnight yesterday.."May the myriad of ways create happiness"..

Yes, the beating heart knows yearning..happiness is freedom from clinging and yearning...ever changing..a heruka blows soul kisses...Mother Prajnaparamita creating every moment ..every form..formless...empty vase..

Resting my weary soul upon the golden lotus seat..he becomes me..she becomes me..everything and everyone not separate from the source of creation..He assures that the path is right..assures his ever unchanging love..without condition..without illusion..without a shadow of a doubt..is this path truly that simple? A simple hug means more than what a thousand words can ever say...I asked what if ..he replied our karma from past lives has chosen to resurface at this moment of time..the celestial palace ..an enchanted life beckons..So what now? Am I ready? I have confidence in the lost and found..he sings..We may be physically apart for a long time but space and time will not separate twin flames...where have we heard this so many times..the mind can split the demon with the vajra knife ..crushing all vulnerability..The heart still quivers for soul norishment..

D-Day 2011..promises of a better future ..anticipation like a mist rising in the sky...clouds of compassion resting in perfect bliss...To know solitude is to be free from the bonds of illusion...The essence of the Moon Goddess dispelling all eviL and darkness...

~Dawa Lhamo sings again..

BE BRAVE?

Staring fear in the face. How can I be brave and face this unforgiving storm? By holding the truth in my heart with faith in this dream? I've come so far to throw it all away..How long can we hold on together till the end?? When our prayers have been answered, we all hope it will be fulfilled to the end..

Braving this rocky road..a drop of faith changes everything
Ready to risk it all.. I'm safe and sound till now
All the love to cut away the strings of fear
Vows of compromise, secrecy ..lies
Enough just to be BRAVE??? till then...


Constantly asking does he really have love and compassion in his heart in a strong way? He has dedicated his life trying to help others with this powerful energy. But whats happening now?? All these tears, suffering, hurt & fear of the unknown...this primordial feeling.. Wanting to stop own suffering, suffering of others..just wanting a moment of happiness for self and others..genuine love and kindness..Is it really that difficult? This seed is still there...maybe just covered with murky water for the moment...

I will need lots of courage to see this through..a tremendous amount of it to say the least..I just wish to get inside the Buddha's mind just even for an instant..Neither of us want to get hurt...Is reputation, Ego, appearance to others mean more than this flower of selflessness ??? The tugging of heartstrings certainly not a moment of weakness... When I am experiencing the most powerful moments in my life, I have truly forgotten about myself..Maybe ..just maybe this is the secret to having real peace to replace all the sorrow and grief from the impossible dream..I'd just have to believe..

Nga la ga po chik yang me...

3 KINGDOMS

Though thousand times a thousand in battle one may conquer,yet should one conquer just oneself one is the greatest conqueror.- The Buddha

Went to watch Three Kingdoms: Resurrection of the Dragon (HK) with a group of friends from overseas recently. What price truth, glory and fame...so much bloodshed & sacrifice for the dream of unifying the 3 dragons...Andy Lau & Sammo Hung's fine acting saved the day...Not an impressive movie.. doesn't do justice to this great part of chinese history..Romance of the 3 Kingdoms interlocked in certain parts of the movie...played out like a bad game of chess...but the images of the brutality of war and a certain mesmerizing quality saved it from being written off ...Andy Lau's protrayal of the old Zhao ZhiLong left an unforgettable and favourable impression on all of us..wanna mati must go out with a bang...blaze of glory...



Went to waterloo street and bumped into TianWang,
Ani Sherab Dolma & H.E. Dolpo Tulku Rinpoche @ Kwanyin temple & subsequently brought them around the bugis area...pure coincidence or is this just a small small world..

Am I the pawn to be sacrified or the will the King rule? Will have to checkmate this time round. D-Day 14th April 2008. This will be the toughest chess game ever played yet.

MIRACLE RAYS

Photo taken from a poster @ a friend's house ..showing rays from KwanYin's eyes...a little miracle in itself ..I believe many have been touched one way or another by her wonderful & compassionate energy..and presence

Healing often comes after some life changing events that occur in our lives. I have always felt a strong connection with Kwanyin/Tara/Avalokitesvara

and I believe she does have her sense of humour too...A motherly figure constantly bestowing blessings on her suffering children. She comes swiftly in times of crisis and sincere plea...

All women constantly strive to be like her, the embodiment of purity in heart and spirit..wisdom & compassion.

I will always need to stay within my own center of comfort with circumstances. Many things will change over the years and I should allow that to happen and not cling to a future expectation or promises or divination. Allow myself to move on, even while honoring the relationship and this man in my heart. Then it will unfold in the way it is supposed to. He is caught up too but stuck within his own circumstances. His choice is between me and his appearance within his world. True love goes with the heart not the ego of appearances. By understanding this, maybe I could navigate better. Just maybe. No clinging, or attachment just love and commitment to each other.

As for protection, our own wisdom is the best protection. Our intuition is the best guide. Visualize the goddess (closest to our hearts) in our hearts. Ask her for what we need. As we are able, see her riding on the crown of our head the size of our thumb all the time. Feeling as though she is there is enough. Say her mantra a few times when you notice feeling her presence. This is probably the best medicine.

~She who hears the cries of the world. May all be well and be touched by her presence