Sunday, April 20, 2008

BE BRAVE?


Staring fear in the face. How can I be brave and face this unforgiving storm? By holding the truth in my heart with faith in this dream? I've come so far to throw it all away..How long can we hold on together till the end?? When our prayers have been answered, we all hope it will be fulfilled to the end..

Braving this rocky road..a drop of faith changes everything
Ready to risk it all.. I'm safe and sound till now
All the love to cut away the strings of fear
Vows of compromise, secrecy ..lies
Enough just to be BRAVE??? till then...


Constantly asking does he really have love and compassion in his heart in a strong way? He has dedicated his life trying to help others with this powerful energy. But whats happening now?? All these tears, suffering, hurt & fear of the unknown...this primordial feeling.. Wanting to stop own suffering, suffering of others..just wanting a moment of happiness for self and others..genuine love and kindness..Is it really that difficult? This seed is still there...maybe just covered with murky water for the moment...

I will need lots of courage to see this through..a tremendous amount of it to say the least..I just wish to get inside the Buddha's mind just even for an instant..Neither of us want to get hurt...Is reputation, Ego, appearance to others mean more than this flower of selflessness ??? The tugging of heartstrings certainly not a moment of weakness... When I am experiencing the most powerful moments in my life, I have truly forgotten about myself..Maybe ..just maybe this is the secret to having real peace to replace all the sorrow and grief from the impossible dream..I'd just have to believe..

Nga la ga po chik yang me...

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