MIRACLE ~ CORNFIELDS

"Forgiveness is the only illusion within my dream that will take me out of the dream".

..True forgiveness is the recognition that there is absolutely nothing going on? Overlooking the false and seeing the truth...People often say "Oh look at that! try to forgive"..Forgiveness overlooks what is not in recognition of what is...Forgiveness waits..watches and judges not...Forgiveness..the true path of peace...It's time...time to let go...When i don't know what to do..let forgiveness show me what to do...I'm just blindly attacking myself in this dream sequence..I'm not accepting the truth in my reality in any moment that I'm not in a state of joy and happiness + total bliss...So what am i really doing? Just killing myself in this state of unforgiveness...the whole idea that I'm experiencing this dream is meaningless cuz there's nothing going on...what is false and what is true? Only the truth is true and false never was...forgiving myself in this process of awakening..its the toughest one..I am already awake!! Time to let of of all these self judgement of all my wrong doings and I'm absolutely innocent..absolutely..totally completely innocent..

Forgiveness..the manner in which i can really let go of the dream...in my frantic attempt to prove that I'm guilty..guilt..a fabric of fear..a real savage fantasy indeed...so I've convinced myself that in this heart of the matter there is absolutely nothing do to except to forgive..the home team forgives..all my guardian angels, protectors and the most compassionate buddha forgives...forgiveness is absolutely required but requires absolutely nothing..the power of acceptance..In every moment, in every opportunity what am i doing here?? Everything that i see in this dream frequency really boils down to this question..what and who am I? The answer is always the same..perfect spirit..safe healed and whole.. limitless and one.. right here right now in this moment of perfect trust..trust that everything will be alright in this changing dreamscape of coloured cornfields..the most unique journey..the only journey i know of where relationships are a means of awakening..what then is total surrender? Spiritual practices and meditation techniques and what not..there is this self denial..self sacrifice..self enquiring path..self remembering..of all the love that there is..a spontaneous occurence without any effort whatsoever..Stillness in love..As i give happiness..i receive happiness....happiness empty from its own side..the silent wind of grief blows through..

Today's chokur duchen..merit multiplying day..every positive or negative action will be multiplied 1 million times!..we had a four hour recitation of the King of Glorious Sutras called the Exalted Sublime Golden Light Sutra with 30 others...a very precious text..it brings peace and happiness and is very powerful to stop violence. By hearing this text, one's karma is purified..Anyone who keeps, memorizes or contributes to this text exceeds the 8 worldly beings and all their wishes will be fulfilled. May it be so..