Saturday, February 16, 2008

DEJA VU!!

It just seems so weird & bizarre when you are introduced to someone for the very first time but it seems as if we have already known them a lifetime...I believe all of us have felt this one way or another but the power and impact of meeting someone whom I unexpectedly recognized just hit me. The strange sensation of Déjà vu hit me at the moment when i clapsed my hands together and bowed instinctively. It all seems so uncanny and i was overwhelmed with devotion as though I have done this many many times before. Connecting again with people I have known in my past life becomes unforgettable. Fragments of past life memories started coming back and it felt like I have "come home" finally...I have done so many misdeeds in this life but I guess I must have done something right for He materialized into my life when i least expected it. So many upheavals and trials and tribulations...but after all, its all worth every thorn at the end of the day.
I felt instantly connected to him through an invisible thread & as though he were someone I had known and respected for a very very long time. I believe in past lives very much and I kept thinking what took me so long to find him? I had been searching for so long and anticipated one day like this but making an appearance like this together with someone I have deep respect for just knocks me over. Past lives and reincarnation always a constant topic amongst friends and how we need to constantly purify negative karma from many lifetimes...

I have been chasing this dream for more than 5 years and now this chase ends ...there is nothing more to want...all is well. Remember this phrase from somewhere, " when u see the teacher as a Buddha, then you will get the blessings of a Buddha..but if you see him as a normal human being, then you will get the blessings of a normal human"...I have seen my attitudes and mind change little by little each day. ..Tiny baby steps better than not taking any step forward at all. A special divine being walks this face of the earth every now and then to help uplift us in our times of need. Very happy to have met mine indeed. So much blessings and guidance on this rocky road; it opens up my outer & inner eyes to a whole new world. I hope this series of fortunate events will herald a new turning point in my life and will lead me to sorrowless bliss...

I have not seen or met any of the Buddhas..maybe only in dreams but I had the great fortune of meeting them face to face through lamas emanating as a ordinary human beings with great ocean of compassion:-

"Me with Venerable Kalsang Rinpoche ~ Vajrayana Clear Light Dharma Research Centre Taiwan R.O.C" . Ven. Kalsang Rinpoche was enthroned as the incarnation of Yeshe Gyatso Rinpoche of Shibo Monastery at a ceremony held at the Namdroling and conducted by H.H. Penor Rinpoche. At the same time, he was awarded the highest title of Vajra Acharaya with traditional hat. Ven. Kalsang Rinpoche completed the teaching of the Palyul Nyingmapa School of Buddhim and also served as the Rector of the Monkbody for 16yrs at the Namdroling Monastery.
>>http://www.taconet.com.tw/penor






Me with fellow devotees at Say Nyingon Jangchupling Buddhist Society http://www.saynyingon.org/







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